they invate other nation with guns to study geography.

I'm addressing my thesis, titled tentatively "image of American in Japan".
Could be stereotype, could be misunderstanding, could be prejudice, or could be yearning.
I've been collecting some sources and useful information, but I think my teacher is a good subject, I realized.

Some Japanese say, American people are proud that looks down on other nations.
My teacher looks humorous, understanding and wise, but makes me feel one more something else. Looks like he doesn't understand words I speak in English, so I try harder and harder, activate fully my brain to modify sentences more properly.

But I'm noticing other native speakers, that I even first meet, understand me, even though I don't focus to pronounce.

So I think in this way, like it's not "He doesn't understand word I speak", it perhaps "He doesn't listen to me". Even we talk about my thesis that's needed to. WTF..
This is my speculation of course, but if it is so,,,,,,,WTF.

Today I saw international students from The. U.S. talking racist, said like "why could you be with pussies that don't speak English" my friend told me so, I didn't listen, but if it is so,,,,,,WTF.

Unfortunately, as I experience in Canada and NewYork too, guess nearly 70% of North American people are like this. Think they are better than others, if people don't speak English, treat like shit, and they speak English in other counties where its public language isn't English as if that's usual.

Well, this isn't all about this nation, there's some other sides, but this is also it.

peace out

Is this it? Yes, this is.

THIS IS IT, this is it!
I guess I was belated, but went see the flick of KING OF POP.

He was right there, in the screen dancing, singing, whispering love.

I'm a newer fan, didn't see him timely when he dominated the world as a pop icon, but love his music, dancing in videos.

His later life was full of scandal and made his dark image, but the music never lies.

I interpreted why he had been loved by a lot of people and been the KING OF POP, the every scene of the flick made me think of in that way. Always care about back dancers, staffs, all people relating the show that was supposed to be coming. And put as much effort as he can into the rehearsal and never compromise on his show for fans waiting for him. I felt that.

Now my music player stays tuned his music.

By the way, I wonder where the profit of this flick goes into. Compensate for loss of calling off the show? or charity? I hope it does.

R.I.P. Michael Jackson.
Peace Out

HEROES come back

I didn't know HEROES has restarted new season already.
I checked the new chapters up to 9 anyway, I'm bursting to watch next so much.

Season 3, which is composed of 2 serial volumes, was quite surreal story. This drama is sci-fi, of course, no needed to go along reality, but as characters got on dark side and very surreal world is going on, that was distinct from the other season's stories. That was individually fun though.

And in the latest season, characters have got back to own ordinary life with their own extraordinary abilities. This is a boring side of this season.

I like that some old characters appear again, for instance, Charlie, who was murdered in the first season by Sylar to obtain her ability. Hiro tries to save her again going back to the day she was killed, and she appear again in TV. I like her, she's lovely, hope there's American girl like her LOL and Issac also in the day past.

Sylar has got amnesia, no one knows what's happening to him next, that's unpredictable part and makes me dying to watch next.

This gets me back learning English. Good thing.



Peace Out

This is how the world goes on.

A life is gone, on the other side brand new lives are given birth.

I attended my grandpa's funeral, during extra free time, I babysat my cousin's kids. One is 1 and several months, and the other one, about 8 month. can't speak, can't walk yet.

They so innocent and honest... when they feel upset, they cry. when they are happy, smile.

When I cuddle them, they yell and spaz out that upsets me too, but parents do it, they get calm and even look happy.

We got kinda moped by the loss of grandpa, but I guess the new lives cheered us up.

And I thought I didn't like kids or babies, but probably I'd be ok with that.

peace out

RIP

My grandpa passed away the day before.

I got a call that he was on his deathbed, but when I got a hospital, he was already gone.
He had a oxygen problem, had only a lung, and it hasn't worked well since some years ago, so he has always had to be equipped the device supplying oxygen.

A doctor and nurses said he was very fine, even looked normal at 10 to 10am, but 30min later. His eyes never open up again.

He liked shooting pix and videos in any places he travel. That's why he is smiling with a cool camera in the portrait.

He was strict, a little scared, kinda proud,,,,but in last several years, he looked weakened, and tired. Not scared anymore. LOL

So I just wanna say rest in peace, grandpa. You had a good family, and a wife.

Peace Out